Random Thoughts of my Day.....

If its a perfect fit, then I don't see any reason NOT to give it a shot. I wont make it weird if you wont...... Im pretty sure we both know that. I think you're scared and I am willing to help you with that if you'll let me. 

 When I think about where my life will be in 5 years, I picture you in it. I can only hope for so long, and wish so hard. Im not going to push you, but I WILL fight for you. 

 I know that one day you'll wake up and realize that I am everything you've always wanted..... I just hope that day doesn't come when Im waking up next to the guy who already knew. 

 I am so fucking frustrated, its rediculous.

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  1. AnonymousMarch 18, 2013 at 6:28 AM

    Yep, life is sometimes complicated. But you're right, don't give up and fight for him. You've reached so much for yourself the past 12 month and I'm sure you win this fight too.

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